(Grrr)
Projects.
The worry and fear is creeping in.
Even in my dreams.
So many to dos and what ifs and how tos.
The stinky thing about jo is that she'll be easily distracted like now when she's supposed to huff and path the stinky graphics which have to be shown tomorrow.
argh.
So many things running through my mind.
FILTER.
Maybe god should give me two brains...
One to ponder about all random things,
Other to do serious design.
This blog is dedicated to jo teo to get her agendas right.
(Plans for the fortnight)
No more nice jo.
Being nice jo is very draining to jo's soul.
Emotionally draining.
Makes jo a sad person inside
yet having to put up with everything
and put on a mask
and smile and act silly
to make others laugh.
come to think of it
people around can probably do without the extra spasticness.
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No more trash to accomodate.
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save for a&b.
that's what's important.
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work double, triple, quarduple?
just WORK HARD.
Hard enough to have gpa better than last year.
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graphics. need tons of time to do the maps and the brochure.
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illustrations. has tons of effort to make Seth the best looking robot ever.
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advertising. if i'm gonna major in ad i better work 200% harder than before.
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r&c. 3000 words is no joke. my eligibility to Loughborough is at sake if i screw this up.
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cs. competitions. the lecturers always say winning an award puts you on top, fine example is tan beng beng. so many crowbars, now a c.d. and has he's own copywriter. winning awards and breathing design is what it takes to be like t.b.b.
and yet...
i'm suffocating.
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dm. 2 maybe 3 weeks to do my portfolio.
speaking of portfolio..
why hasn't jo started looking for attachments.
u stink big time.
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photography. how to maintain my straight as if i'm slacking like shit?
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honestly. i don't even need to compete with other classmates. i'm like my biggest competition.
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while some maybe fall out and don't know how much trash they've left behind and don't even know others have to pick their trash for them.
I Have My Trash To Bother.
(meltdown)
been wanting to write to you since wed. here it is...
to my dear jude
i miss you. and i love reading your heartscard. the familiar handwriting alone is so comforting. i'm putting it near the comp to motivate me. hee. i thank god for bring someone extra special like you to come into my life. the friendship and fun times we enjoyed that i've have come to miss so so much. you've left a deep indentation in my life that no distance or time will erase.
there are many things that remind me of you. hee. here's the list:
big pretty alliums
anna sui
bus 163
sumo bento
our 37 deg bag (i'm keeping it forever. and all the other proj bags from you)
COWS, cows, cows, big cows, small calfs, kingcows, mamemo..
pretty candles
corrinne may :)
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