Friday, April 27

i'm mad
i'm sad
i'm SMAD
just now when i've just completed typing out my blog and was just about to publish it...
guess what appeared...
...

*mutters...*
morale of the story:

Always my friends.




I shall attempt to recover some good lost writings.




Star's Elevator Love Letter

heard this song after a long long while
it used to be one of those replay song
with no significant reason.. just loved the melody and sound of it.
bimbo love. hahas.

recently been subscribing to a friend's blog
and he said something like,
do u know how it feels to have a song in your head
but you just can't figure the chords?
Yess I Know.
cuz lately that's exactly how i felt
this week's been a tad tougher
been trying find my place
and get the design engine running
after a long halt since nerf... since cny!
that's long if u ask me.
and i can't seem to craft the visuals i have in my head.
the feeling's aggravating man.

maybe due to the feeling of lack and inadequacy
thoughts of doing the Loughborough degree kept resurfacing.
and i know that i know i wouldn't stop at a diploma
just haven't drawn out a clear plan just yet.
so i'll be praying on that.

Cell tonight played a great deal in steering my thoughts towards my future plans too.
what are my dreams and visions?
i remembered not too long ago..
how passionate i was on getting good grades
landing myself in a reputable ad agency
and having big dreams of winning awards.
well god had a different plan for me.
"headhunted to do design for church" i wouldn't have said it better than alvin.
yea.. :) and so what's next?
what's my next aim and dream to materialise?
take me to the place god.

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